microthrills's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- And then I asked him with my eyes To ask again (yes) And then he asked me would I? Yes, Yes There is something to be said about sex comas; those periods of deep sleep that come immediately after a good fuck. I love them and I always find the better the sex, the faster I pass out. Most times T will lie back and I will curl up into the curve of his arm and put my head half on his chest and half in his armpit and scratch his chest. There is no human equivalent of a purr but the growly sigh he makes comes close. Last night T and I fell asleep almost immediately, even before we could get into our usual post-sex positions. It was that good. T has been coming over every night this week for a blow job�and sex. Good girlfriends always put their boyfriend�s cock in their mouth before sex. Gentlemen � accept nothing less. And don�t let the attention to details fade. There are things that T likes, certain looks, phrases, acts. It is important to me to remember what they are. Feeling comfortable with your partner is key but not when makes you lazy. Ribbed tanks do it for him. I changed into one before he came over, long tanks with low cut tops and a pair of tiny pink shorts. A ponytail so that he won�t have to hold my hair back while I suck his cock. The only items he should have to hold during a blowjob are a beer or a joint. A clean fresh face so there is no eye make-up smeared on my face after I muffle my screams into a pillow because Roomie is home. Music on, porn on � we made a fun playlist with videos of blowjobs, direct hits and ass to mouth action. That is one to save for the future. T has been helping me get over some intimacy issues in bed. I don�t write about the subject much but really, he has been helping me since we started sleeping together. Would you believe I�m the same girl who used to want to the lights off during sex? The same girl who cringed when T touched my ass? I never want to go back to being that person. I was hesitant about telling T about a recent fantasy I�ve been having where I picture him as someone who abused me, doing the same acts and speaking the same words to me. Picturing T�s face has begun to fade the bad memories and replace them with positive feelings because I trust T with my body 100%. I didn�t know if he would get upset I was picturing him doing the same things as someone I have been afraid of for so long or if this was the fantasy that would finally cross the line. He didn�t hesitate and was immediately into it and supported what I wanted to do. He always supports my ideas in bed; his support has been unconditional from the very beginning and I really had no reason to feel anxious about telling him. The near-constant dialogue we have when we fuck has also helped me from getting lost in my own head. Many times our words have been the catalyst to cumming because of the images they evoke. We tell each other exactly what we want and get exactly what we want. T: �Give me that steel trap.� It always makes him cum, practically milking it out of his cock. It�s a move when I lie on my stomach and squeeze my buttcheeks around T�s cock while he is on top of me. He can let his body press into me while I squeeze and move my ass up and down. It�s a deal-closer. 10:45 a.m. - 2010-06-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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