microthrills's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Calling all skeletons. I have felt a bit out of my element this week. The other night, I had a dream that I can't get out of my head. In my dream, I was hosting a party at my apartment and every. single. person I have ever slept with, kissed, loved, gone down on, dated, or been in a relationship with was there. Even the person who took my virginity was there. His face is so ugly to me and there he was, standing next to men who I adore, and have loved fiercely in the past. The woman I slept with was there too, and also, the girl I kissed once. Needless to say, I have been sleeping restlessly this week. I have been mopey and weepy; not all as a result of the dream but I think the dream was a result of something else that's going on with me but I'm not sure what yet. I just need to shake it off. The weekend will be good for me. Last night, I also decided to end things with FE. He wants comittment, I don't. He wants a steady sex life, and with him - I don't. I was pretty certain of that yesterday after a long conversation with myself about him. He is a great catch, just not one that I particularly want bad enough. 3:59 p.m. - 2009-11-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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